Monday, February 08, 2010
Finally mon is over...glad that it ended quite well...i hope i did miss out those details which i don't wish to know and also i did not get to know what is going after that...because i make myself MIA a short while and also got a ride from my friend... really thanks God for helping me with that...even though i do curious how it goes after we leave for the car... but guess it is fated i need not to know what is the ending like...then i should not pursue on it...and thing should go back to normal as of now already
Listening to the song now by Angela Zhang...don't really like her song in the past but now start to like the songs...brings me back memories...somehow or rather really spell out my feeling too...i know i am starting again but i am not dwelling on it...i am learning to let go and guess i do pick up how to.. at least now i don't feel the pain that sharp...like my buddy said, as time goes the pain will be gone...indeed it is but slowly kind of bit too slow ...can expedite abit???
Got an email from my friend i always called him TM, he is now in Australia going through his orientation there...don't deny he is really indeed a Mr Nice Guy but i feel bad for what i have done in the past...somehow or rather i did indirectly make use of him to try to forget him...it is unfair to him i know and which is why now i feel so bad about it...really bad haiz...i don't wish to give him false hope...i don't mind to be just friends...but does he thinks that too?... I don't know ....should i reply his email? He told me he miss Singapore...how should i reply him?...hmmm really stuck in the dilemma now...how and what should i do now?
Really wish Doraemon is my friend now...allow me to go to the future see what i should do to prevent anyone from getting hurts...it is painful i know because i been through it...think i should go and sleep...see if i could get any idea or not...
Listening to the song now by Angela Zhang...don't really like her song in the past but now start to like the songs...brings me back memories...somehow or rather really spell out my feeling too...i know i am starting again but i am not dwelling on it...i am learning to let go and guess i do pick up how to.. at least now i don't feel the pain that sharp...like my buddy said, as time goes the pain will be gone...indeed it is but slowly kind of bit too slow ...can expedite abit???
Got an email from my friend i always called him TM, he is now in Australia going through his orientation there...don't deny he is really indeed a Mr Nice Guy but i feel bad for what i have done in the past...somehow or rather i did indirectly make use of him to try to forget him...it is unfair to him i know and which is why now i feel so bad about it...really bad haiz...i don't wish to give him false hope...i don't mind to be just friends...but does he thinks that too?... I don't know ....should i reply his email? He told me he miss Singapore...how should i reply him?...hmmm really stuck in the dilemma now...how and what should i do now?
Really wish Doraemon is my friend now...allow me to go to the future see what i should do to prevent anyone from getting hurts...it is painful i know because i been through it...think i should go and sleep...see if i could get any idea or not...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:51 PM
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