Sunday, February 07, 2010
been a long while since my last post. not much of changes to me except change to a new job. left my project base post, that is really an experience for me. how am i doing hmm 'busy' is the word i can use to describe for me now. i know for those out there will think that is the usual me and YES THIS IS ME WHEN COME TO WORK. frankly i don't know what i have been busying but just got things popping in. Also lots for me to pick up, in terms of new industry, job scope, new 'system', environment, working with people from all over the world and culture for my new company.
busy seems to be my best friend now. everyday i will end my day not knowing why things can pile up so fast. ever since i started this new post, i really really rarely meet up with my friends. mainly is because timing and location issue. but i get to meet up with someone which i least expected to. well guess is just co-incidence that he could make it for the last 2 times. anyway really want to say 'thank you; for his time, it has give me 2 weeks of relaxing times at least i feel more happy and not so stress up. but will not bother him so much i know he is very busy, got someone and so many stuff to handle. maybe he find it hard to reject me because i am such a nuisance hahaha
lately did something silly, just like what i wrote in my last post. really silly or rather stupid of me. think i am testing how strong my heart is. bracing myself to this coming monday. i hope i can be myself and everything goes normal. i should have draft the list myself instead of getting my friend to help. is a very big mistake to get other people to arrange stuff on behalf when the date is set by me. this is gonna be my last initiatives and i will not suggest anymore. i don't think my heart can take any more blow.
anyway i am shifting my blog soon, working on the new template. this is going to be in all chinese and will not only have posting on me. i will put in my own short stories write up there. looking forward to post it up. i will post here again to announce the new link once i roll out. as for this blog, hmm i will keep it but probably will now publish it anymore. i got to move on and really move. looking back all these post now it does affect me to move on. but i will delete whatever i wrote here, as all these are my lesson, my life journey lesson. i hope one day i look back here, i feel normal. when will this day be, i don't know.
busy seems to be my best friend now. everyday i will end my day not knowing why things can pile up so fast. ever since i started this new post, i really really rarely meet up with my friends. mainly is because timing and location issue. but i get to meet up with someone which i least expected to. well guess is just co-incidence that he could make it for the last 2 times. anyway really want to say 'thank you; for his time, it has give me 2 weeks of relaxing times at least i feel more happy and not so stress up. but will not bother him so much i know he is very busy, got someone and so many stuff to handle. maybe he find it hard to reject me because i am such a nuisance hahaha
lately did something silly, just like what i wrote in my last post. really silly or rather stupid of me. think i am testing how strong my heart is. bracing myself to this coming monday. i hope i can be myself and everything goes normal. i should have draft the list myself instead of getting my friend to help. is a very big mistake to get other people to arrange stuff on behalf when the date is set by me. this is gonna be my last initiatives and i will not suggest anymore. i don't think my heart can take any more blow.
anyway i am shifting my blog soon, working on the new template. this is going to be in all chinese and will not only have posting on me. i will put in my own short stories write up there. looking forward to post it up. i will post here again to announce the new link once i roll out. as for this blog, hmm i will keep it but probably will now publish it anymore. i got to move on and really move. looking back all these post now it does affect me to move on. but i will delete whatever i wrote here, as all these are my lesson, my life journey lesson. i hope one day i look back here, i feel normal. when will this day be, i don't know.
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:16 AM
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