if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, October 27, 2008

Long weekend coming to an end soon....didn't do much for this long weekend ...sleep most of the time....but keep having dreams and wake up every few hours...so disturbing...argh~~Must be my mind not resting, keep thinking of some stuff...feel so irritated....

Saturday evening bought my mum to 717 durian @ Serrangoon there to eat durian....she been asking when is the durian season and alway want to go....I called them on Saturday and they are having sale for durian...haha funny rite, durian also have sale.....well according to the seller, they mention if they don't drop the price, they will not be able to sell their durian even they guarantee the quality....So that evening i bought my mum down there to eat...an adventure for her coz we didn't take a cab....we went there by bus...My little cousin followed us too...she's really a chatter-box...talk non-stop and asked alot of question till i told her if she keep talking non-stop the security guard will lock her up...hahaha...i know is very bad to threaten a kid like that but...she really driving me crazy...talk and talk non-stop like a spoil radio...haiz =.="...anyway she enjoy the durians too...bought her some longan too coz she loves to eat those....My mum enjoy eating too coz everytime whoever bought durian back home sure have an earful from my dad...that's why my mum wants to go out to have it....Glad that she enjoy it but only thing is we walked quite a distance, think her back and legs can't really take it....at night she complained aching...hmm next time better don't let her take buses again...

For Sunday, as usual busy with the weekly slides updates and then slack rest of the day...hmm in a way is form resting ba....Today went for an animation show @ Fusionopolis...really a 鸟不生蛋place man...I forgot today is a public holiday there's no shuttle bus to the building....haiz...walk almost an hour to reach the place and called for help twice lucky managed to find helps...phew..also lucky i didn't plan to go alone today...Lucky J managed to join me and help to figure out the way to the building...if only me ehh guess i will take extra time to reach the building and won't be able to reach in time....well is a nice show, funny too....hmm still wondering wanna go for this saturday show...looks good...may consider since now i know how to go...kekeke

Actually since Fri i'm not in good mood...or rather just feel not right...don't know how to put it in words...feel very lousy...things getting bad...I don't know if is me thinking too much...but I have this feeling I'm a fool again....can u all stop treating me like one....i don't care who u want to be with...and especially her ...someone i'm been friends with for some times and yet treating me this way....I seriously hope is not what i've think...though seems like is more less confirm...all relationships are so frugal...

"If i'm the one making u feel lousy, i'm willing to walk away...u can tell me straight in my face and don't need to hide anything...if by walking out of ur life can make u feel better...i will do so...don't need to hide what's going on between u and her...u just making things worst for all of us.."

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:41 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    divested lover
    take my breath away
    i'm on my knees
    studying your heart

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

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