Monday, October 27, 2008
Long weekend coming to an end soon....didn't do much for this long weekend ...sleep most of the time....but keep having dreams and wake up every few hours...so disturbing...argh~~Must be my mind not resting, keep thinking of some stuff...feel so irritated....
Saturday evening bought my mum to 717 durian @ Serrangoon there to eat durian....she been asking when is the durian season and alway want to go....I called them on Saturday and they are having sale for durian...haha funny rite, durian also have sale.....well according to the seller, they mention if they don't drop the price, they will not be able to sell their durian even they guarantee the quality....So that evening i bought my mum down there to eat...an adventure for her coz we didn't take a cab....we went there by bus...My little cousin followed us too...she's really a chatter-box...talk non-stop and asked alot of question till i told her if she keep talking non-stop the security guard will lock her up...hahaha...i know is very bad to threaten a kid like that but...she really driving me crazy...talk and talk non-stop like a spoil radio...haiz =.="...anyway she enjoy the durians too...bought her some longan too coz she loves to eat those....My mum enjoy eating too coz everytime whoever bought durian back home sure have an earful from my dad...that's why my mum wants to go out to have it....Glad that she enjoy it but only thing is we walked quite a distance, think her back and legs can't really take it....at night she complained aching...hmm next time better don't let her take buses again...
For Sunday, as usual busy with the weekly slides updates and then slack rest of the day...hmm in a way is form resting ba....Today went for an animation show @ Fusionopolis...really a 鸟不生蛋place man...I forgot today is a public holiday there's no shuttle bus to the building....haiz...walk almost an hour to reach the place and called for help twice lucky managed to find helps...phew..also lucky i didn't plan to go alone today...Lucky J managed to join me and help to figure out the way to the building...if only me ehh guess i will take extra time to reach the building and won't be able to reach in time....well is a nice show, funny too....hmm still wondering wanna go for this saturday show...looks good...may consider since now i know how to go...kekeke
Actually since Fri i'm not in good mood...or rather just feel not right...don't know how to put it in words...feel very lousy...things getting bad...I don't know if is me thinking too much...but I have this feeling I'm a fool again....can u all stop treating me like one....i don't care who u want to be with...and especially her ...someone i'm been friends with for some times and yet treating me this way....I seriously hope is not what i've think...though seems like is more less confirm...all relationships are so frugal...
"If i'm the one making u feel lousy, i'm willing to walk away...u can tell me straight in my face and don't need to hide anything...if by walking out of ur life can make u feel better...i will do so...don't need to hide what's going on between u and her...u just making things worst for all of us.."
Saturday evening bought my mum to 717 durian @ Serrangoon there to eat durian....she been asking when is the durian season and alway want to go....I called them on Saturday and they are having sale for durian...haha funny rite, durian also have sale.....well according to the seller, they mention if they don't drop the price, they will not be able to sell their durian even they guarantee the quality....So that evening i bought my mum down there to eat...an adventure for her coz we didn't take a cab....we went there by bus...My little cousin followed us too...she's really a chatter-box...talk non-stop and asked alot of question till i told her if she keep talking non-stop the security guard will lock her up...hahaha...i know is very bad to threaten a kid like that but...she really driving me crazy...talk and talk non-stop like a spoil radio...haiz =.="...anyway she enjoy the durians too...bought her some longan too coz she loves to eat those....My mum enjoy eating too coz everytime whoever bought durian back home sure have an earful from my dad...that's why my mum wants to go out to have it....Glad that she enjoy it but only thing is we walked quite a distance, think her back and legs can't really take it....at night she complained aching...hmm next time better don't let her take buses again...
For Sunday, as usual busy with the weekly slides updates and then slack rest of the day...hmm in a way is form resting ba....Today went for an animation show @ Fusionopolis...really a 鸟不生蛋place man...I forgot today is a public holiday there's no shuttle bus to the building....haiz...walk almost an hour to reach the place and called for help twice lucky managed to find helps...phew..also lucky i didn't plan to go alone today...Lucky J managed to join me and help to figure out the way to the building...if only me ehh guess i will take extra time to reach the building and won't be able to reach in time....well is a nice show, funny too....hmm still wondering wanna go for this saturday show...looks good...may consider since now i know how to go...kekeke
Actually since Fri i'm not in good mood...or rather just feel not right...don't know how to put it in words...feel very lousy...things getting bad...I don't know if is me thinking too much...but I have this feeling I'm a fool again....can u all stop treating me like one....i don't care who u want to be with...and especially her ...someone i'm been friends with for some times and yet treating me this way....I seriously hope is not what i've think...though seems like is more less confirm...all relationships are so frugal...
"If i'm the one making u feel lousy, i'm willing to walk away...u can tell me straight in my face and don't need to hide anything...if by walking out of ur life can make u feel better...i will do so...don't need to hide what's going on between u and her...u just making things worst for all of us.."
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:41 PM
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Monday, October 20, 2008
我回来了！！上个拜三刚从普及岛回来。。。去那儿玩了五天四夜。。。真的很好玩喔。。。(^。^)
虽然天气比起新加坡来得还热，不过还是挺让人放松的。。。在那里时间很慢，一切都很朴素，不像这里被高科技污染，时间永远不够用。。。在那里可以不用烦恼任何事。。。一切放轻松。。。可以躺在沙滩上享受阳光海风和美丽的风景。。。这是在新加坡难以找到的。。。
虽然天气比起新加坡来得还热，不过还是挺让人放松的。。。在那里时间很慢，一切都很朴素，不像这里被高科技污染，时间永远不够用。。。在那里可以不用烦恼任何事。。。一切放轻松。。。可以躺在沙滩上享受阳光海风和美丽的风景。。。这是在新加坡难以找到的。。。
看多漂亮的黄昏。。。好想念啊。。。
不过去度假还好。。。长期居住。。。除非我老了不然是有点太闷了。。。这一趟让我好好的放松心情，同时也让我的身心休息了不少。。。可以说得上是让我冲了电。。。
不过本以为这几天能让我忘记他。。。可是偏偏在那让我看见一个很像他的人。。。乍看之下真的很像。。有如双胞胎的。。。下了我一跳。。。而且还是连续几天都看到他。。。虽然他是在那里打工不过我可没刻意地去看他，而是他一直在我的面前出现。。。
真是够了。。。在新加坡已经想尽办法不去想，没想到到了国外，居然能让我遇见长得如此相像的人。。。
可不可以放了我。。。好烦啊~~！！！
“听说你很忙。。。忙得没时间休息。。。咳嗽也还没痊愈。。。要好好休息。。。希望你的旅行也能让你好好的放松自己。。。"
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:21 PM
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
Hurray~~!! Finally i'm going for my break after waiting for so long....I'm leaving for Phuket in like 8 hours times...my flight is 8.50am...but need to be there early to check in as the internet check in fail...haiz still thought i can have like an hour more to rest if the internet check in can be done...oh well good in a way too...can go have breakfast @ the airport...
I seriously need a break to re-organize myself....too many things happen lately...my brain cannot take it anymore....i need to let my brain rest man....re-charge myself and see what i want...ppl around my work area seems like talking in different language....i don't seems to be able to communicate with them except for a few...maybe is me ba...too much perception that causes it...dunno , dun care also....can't be bother...trying to help but ppl dun think that way...so just let it be.....
Hope this trip helps!!...after which i will look forward to my taiwan trip again with N....keke...it will be real fun man with her around...we sometimes can laugh non-stop over small matters...either i caught her mis-use of words or she caught me mis-use of words then both of us end up laughing like mad....wahahaha....two crazy women...
Of coz i also hope this trip can help me feel better with regards to the same old issues i've been blogging...hope it helps
...not been talking much lately...hmm not sure how are u doing now...guess u doing alright ba....but do take care of urself...u are still not well...don't be too stubborn...stop ur cold drink and rest early...health is more important...hope to see u gets better when i'm back..must take care ok?...
I seriously need a break to re-organize myself....too many things happen lately...my brain cannot take it anymore....i need to let my brain rest man....re-charge myself and see what i want...ppl around my work area seems like talking in different language....i don't seems to be able to communicate with them except for a few...maybe is me ba...too much perception that causes it...dunno , dun care also....can't be bother...trying to help but ppl dun think that way...so just let it be.....
Hope this trip helps!!...after which i will look forward to my taiwan trip again with N....keke...it will be real fun man with her around...we sometimes can laugh non-stop over small matters...either i caught her mis-use of words or she caught me mis-use of words then both of us end up laughing like mad....wahahaha....two crazy women...
Of coz i also hope this trip can help me feel better with regards to the same old issues i've been blogging...hope it helps
...not been talking much lately...hmm not sure how are u doing now...guess u doing alright ba....but do take care of urself...u are still not well...don't be too stubborn...stop ur cold drink and rest early...health is more important...hope to see u gets better when i'm back..must take care ok?...
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:12 AM
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