Sunday, September 28, 2008
这个月是我有史以来写这么多post。。。平均每个月我顶多是写两个post。。。真难得。。。哈哈。。或者是我太烦了吧。。。或者是时间太多了。。。所以想打发时间。。。
有一阵子没去BBQ了，昨天去了我的一位同事家那BBQ。。。虽然天气非常炎热。。。不过大家还挺enjoy的。。。有的还带了她们的孩子去。。。和他们玩一下子。。。觉得他们好可爱。。。好好抱喔。。。哈哈
希望还会有下一次。。。现在我只希望快一点去我的Phuket trip。。。让我好好的休息一下。。。再去好好的想一想一些事情。。。是该放开了。。。
”你今天还好吗？。。不要太逞强。。要好好休息“ - 听不到的慰问
有一阵子没去BBQ了，昨天去了我的一位同事家那BBQ。。。虽然天气非常炎热。。。不过大家还挺enjoy的。。。有的还带了她们的孩子去。。。和他们玩一下子。。。觉得他们好可爱。。。好好抱喔。。。哈哈
希望还会有下一次。。。现在我只希望快一点去我的Phuket trip。。。让我好好的休息一下。。。再去好好的想一想一些事情。。。是该放开了。。。
”你今天还好吗？。。不要太逞强。。要好好休息“ - 听不到的慰问
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:38 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
"How are you feeling now?...
much better now?...
don't take too much cold drinks...
don't go for your run for the time being...
still feeling lousy over that matter?
It's over don't think so much...
You are doing fine.."
How i wish i can say it out and not typing out here...
guess i won't be able to say out...
or rather i won't have the chance to say
guess is fated that our conversation getting lesser and lesser....
as if we don't know each other
guess no more concern coming from u anymore....
even just as a friend or through a friend
guess soon u will be out of my life...
the feeling is strong
guess is will be good...
since i've been trying hard to forget everything
guess i can start all over soon...
though it hurts but its better than now....i'm not getting anywhere
Sorry if i've somehow or somewhat annoyed u....
u won't get see anyway but i just wanna say
"Sorry, I don't mean to...do u still believe me?"
much better now?...
don't take too much cold drinks...
don't go for your run for the time being...
still feeling lousy over that matter?
It's over don't think so much...
You are doing fine.."
How i wish i can say it out and not typing out here...
guess i won't be able to say out...
or rather i won't have the chance to say
guess is fated that our conversation getting lesser and lesser....
as if we don't know each other
guess no more concern coming from u anymore....
even just as a friend or through a friend
guess soon u will be out of my life...
the feeling is strong
guess is will be good...
since i've been trying hard to forget everything
guess i can start all over soon...
though it hurts but its better than now....i'm not getting anywhere
Sorry if i've somehow or somewhat annoyed u....
u won't get see anyway but i just wanna say
"Sorry, I don't mean to...do u still believe me?"
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:50 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, September 15, 2008
如果能从头再来，
好想忘了所有不愉快的事，
好想重新开始一切，
好想多一点时间去处理一切，
好想认认真真的对待一切事物，
好想好好的珍惜所有，
好想多一点勇气，
好想好好的把握那时失去的人和物，
真的好想。。。可是可以吗？。。。
还来得及吗？。。。不知道。。。
好想忘了所有不愉快的事，
好想重新开始一切，
好想多一点时间去处理一切，
好想认认真真的对待一切事物，
好想好好的珍惜所有，
好想多一点勇气，
好想好好的把握那时失去的人和物，
真的好想。。。可是可以吗？。。。
还来得及吗？。。。不知道。。。
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:04 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Is now the mth of September alrdy...that's fast...my studies has come to an end too....now i'm waiting for my result which will be out end of this month or early Oct...Can't believe that i've completed my 3 years degree course...all these while i've been complaining about my studies and having exams every 3 months...now suddenly i feel everything just slow down...perhaps without the rush in my school work makes my time longer....even my weekend now seems to be longer than usual....haha..well it's good though...is been sometime i feel time is waiting for me and not i'm chasing after time...
I have lost count the number of days i'm trying to recover from that issue....still feel heart ache though...whenever i think about it...very foolish of me rite...knowing is impossible and yet i'm still pinning hope on it...i jolly well know there's no ways can be done but seriously i still can't get over it...
Every now and then i still hope there might be a slight chance for me...but end of the day is merely out of concern with the action i received...no special reason for each action...even though i hope there will be....how can i really forget about it...i tried several ways...i even stop myself using internet except during office hours...for the past 2 weeks i been reading on books to occupy my time at night...after which i will go to sleep...still it don't seem to help me in any ways...
Just feel lousy...really very lousy...there's no way i can throw these issues out...i don't feel like talking it to anyone...coz i don't know where to start and how to start...so by blogging it out without any intro or explanation can help me in a way...i can just pour everything out....
Plus lately i'm not very motivated to work...mainly due to the changes in my company...many people whom i've been working with for past 4 yrs are leaving....also still not very used to my new boss...not that he is bad...but just can't get used to him ba even though he has joined us a month or so...my company IT issues is also another problem...it is getting from bad to worst and worst to no words can describe...giving so much trouble instead of helping...
All these further affect me too...just make me feel super lousy....getting sick of everything....seriously hope i can go back to my normal self....i really hope and want to...in terms of mentally and emotionally think i'm totally drain off...
I have lost count the number of days i'm trying to recover from that issue....still feel heart ache though...whenever i think about it...very foolish of me rite...knowing is impossible and yet i'm still pinning hope on it...i jolly well know there's no ways can be done but seriously i still can't get over it...
Every now and then i still hope there might be a slight chance for me...but end of the day is merely out of concern with the action i received...no special reason for each action...even though i hope there will be....how can i really forget about it...i tried several ways...i even stop myself using internet except during office hours...for the past 2 weeks i been reading on books to occupy my time at night...after which i will go to sleep...still it don't seem to help me in any ways...
Just feel lousy...really very lousy...there's no way i can throw these issues out...i don't feel like talking it to anyone...coz i don't know where to start and how to start...so by blogging it out without any intro or explanation can help me in a way...i can just pour everything out....
Plus lately i'm not very motivated to work...mainly due to the changes in my company...many people whom i've been working with for past 4 yrs are leaving....also still not very used to my new boss...not that he is bad...but just can't get used to him ba even though he has joined us a month or so...my company IT issues is also another problem...it is getting from bad to worst and worst to no words can describe...giving so much trouble instead of helping...
All these further affect me too...just make me feel super lousy....getting sick of everything....seriously hope i can go back to my normal self....i really hope and want to...in terms of mentally and emotionally think i'm totally drain off...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:14 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities