Sunday, July 27, 2008
Today is tiring day for me....rushing for my project and also went back office to finish off my slides for tml meeting....though i'm very buz but still i've not recovered yet...today is the 9th day that i'm trying to overcome it...not been updating about for the past 5 days....that's becoz when i look back at the first few post...i feel sad again...suppose to remind me to be firm and forget about it...but think it doesn't help much...i spoke to one of my colleague - not in detail...she said it's not a bad thing to write it out but have to be sure that's the end and truly put it in the past....think i need to try harder....it still affecting me....even though i did mention i only get to know the truth after my exam which is lucky for me but actually it is not....now i'm pushing myself v hard to work on my FYP....though my supervisor mentioned i'm still ok...but i'm still v worried....
Times seriously passes very fast....tml my new boss come in alrdy....dunno what's his working style like....first impression on him is very soft spoken...looks ok....hope he is ba.....not like some irritating manager in my company now....really damn sickening....great that the irritating fellow is away for the next few days....can have some peace....
Bet this coming week will be a stressful week for me.....need to rush for my project plus month end closing again....think i gotta prepare the things first since i may need to take leave to rush for my project...
Counting down now....7 more days to my project submission....i've to work hard...seriously just a few more steps to the finishing line.....i cannot waste all my efforts...It is very tough for me...i seriously don't expect myself to be in such situation....I alway thought i will be able to handle...but things about emotion is u cannot underestimate it...it can really drive u crazy...feel myself in a mess now....everything not in my control...
when can i go back to my normal self?
Times seriously passes very fast....tml my new boss come in alrdy....dunno what's his working style like....first impression on him is very soft spoken...looks ok....hope he is ba.....not like some irritating manager in my company now....really damn sickening....great that the irritating fellow is away for the next few days....can have some peace....
Bet this coming week will be a stressful week for me.....need to rush for my project plus month end closing again....think i gotta prepare the things first since i may need to take leave to rush for my project...
Counting down now....7 more days to my project submission....i've to work hard...seriously just a few more steps to the finishing line.....i cannot waste all my efforts...It is very tough for me...i seriously don't expect myself to be in such situation....I alway thought i will be able to handle...but things about emotion is u cannot underestimate it...it can really drive u crazy...feel myself in a mess now....everything not in my control...
when can i go back to my normal self?
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:39 PM
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