Sunday, June 29, 2008
Today is my big day....haha dun get me wrong wor...is my birthday today....hmm all along i hardly celebrated my birthday...mainly go for a dinner with couples of my friends or go for singing session....lately these years i'm more busy hence not much of celebration...even some of my frenz's birthday celebration i din turn up too...been tied up with many stuff....
In fact this year i went for a couple of makan session with my frenzs and colleagues....seriously i been EATING ALOT....far TOO MUCH....feel like puking alrdy...since thurs onwards i been eating non-stop....thurs nite went for crabbie dinner with my ex-boss and 3 other colleague, V, S, K @ Tiong Baru then drink @ Happy Vally Hong Kong Cafe...today actual day i only went for a quick dinner with my frenz as i'm in office earlier on doing my stuff....then y'day after my lesson dinner with Nic...we having hard time deciding where to makan.....coz she din want to decide as it's meant to be a birthday dinner with me...she asked me to decide.....but i don't know where to eat it...at that time i miss her "ma fan-ness" coz she will decide a place and that's it....wahahaha
The nite before...went dinner with Jo n Jen @ boat Quay for pasta...the food not bad...quite nice....after that we went Merchant Court lounge for a drink and chitchat till late nite....been a long time we stay out....had a long chat and also updates about everyone....hmm seems like everyone moving towards their goal and working hard on it...i don't seem to achieve much stuff though.....
Earlier on some issues bothering me....which makes me feel v uneasy and unhappy....think is becoz i think too much and trying to read too much.....for the past 2 weeks i fully concentrate on my work n FYP.....that feeling lessen....not so much like last time....partly is becoz i stop myself from thinking abt it....or rather i don't allow myself to think abt it....think it helps....i believe soon i can get over it and everything will resume back as per normal....this week i been very good ...i can stop myself from thinking abt it even though i do hope that since my birthday is coming i may be able to get some surprise.....but i know is impossible and it won't happen at all....very naive rite...ya i also know that....true enuff nothing happen all remains the same except a surprise from my buddies....they send me basket of flower with a bear...it so cute!! ...Brought it back home today...
I didnt make any wishes this year...coz i don't know what to wish for....my heart is confuse and so is my soul......i know what i want to wish for will not come true .....lately many incident shows to me that if i wish for it ...it won't come true...i noted the hint ....that's why i willing to be naive again...just let it become a hope for me ba....maybe as time goes i will let go this hope and things juz resolve .....hopefully and then i can have my beauty sleep back like last time..
My birthday over now i'm 26...one year old hope i'm one year wiser...be able to achieve more things that i want.....
In fact this year i went for a couple of makan session with my frenzs and colleagues....seriously i been EATING ALOT....far TOO MUCH....feel like puking alrdy...since thurs onwards i been eating non-stop....thurs nite went for crabbie dinner with my ex-boss and 3 other colleague, V, S, K @ Tiong Baru then drink @ Happy Vally Hong Kong Cafe...today actual day i only went for a quick dinner with my frenz as i'm in office earlier on doing my stuff....then y'day after my lesson dinner with Nic...we having hard time deciding where to makan.....coz she din want to decide as it's meant to be a birthday dinner with me...she asked me to decide.....but i don't know where to eat it...at that time i miss her "ma fan-ness" coz she will decide a place and that's it....wahahaha
The nite before...went dinner with Jo n Jen @ boat Quay for pasta...the food not bad...quite nice....after that we went Merchant Court lounge for a drink and chitchat till late nite....been a long time we stay out....had a long chat and also updates about everyone....hmm seems like everyone moving towards their goal and working hard on it...i don't seem to achieve much stuff though.....
Earlier on some issues bothering me....which makes me feel v uneasy and unhappy....think is becoz i think too much and trying to read too much.....for the past 2 weeks i fully concentrate on my work n FYP.....that feeling lessen....not so much like last time....partly is becoz i stop myself from thinking abt it....or rather i don't allow myself to think abt it....think it helps....i believe soon i can get over it and everything will resume back as per normal....this week i been very good ...i can stop myself from thinking abt it even though i do hope that since my birthday is coming i may be able to get some surprise.....but i know is impossible and it won't happen at all....very naive rite...ya i also know that....true enuff nothing happen all remains the same except a surprise from my buddies....they send me basket of flower with a bear...it so cute!! ...Brought it back home today...
I didnt make any wishes this year...coz i don't know what to wish for....my heart is confuse and so is my soul......i know what i want to wish for will not come true .....lately many incident shows to me that if i wish for it ...it won't come true...i noted the hint ....that's why i willing to be naive again...just let it become a hope for me ba....maybe as time goes i will let go this hope and things juz resolve .....hopefully and then i can have my beauty sleep back like last time..
My birthday over now i'm 26...one year old hope i'm one year wiser...be able to achieve more things that i want.....
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:18 PM
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