Sunday, October 28, 2007
So fast...now is alrdy end of Oct 07...getting nearer to my exam again...ever since i started my part-time study 2 years ago, every Mar July and Nov will be my nightmare month....these periods are my exam time....after this Nov another 2 more rounds i can end this nightmare...
It is really amazing that i have come so far ..initially when i start my studies i still have some doubt in myself...i'm not sure whether i can do it or nt....but if i don't continue at that time i'm sure i will not be able to concentrate at the later stage...so is better to move on when i still can do it now...
Though is tough...but bearable....is only sometimes when i feel tired or stress up....i don't know how to release it....i also thought by enduring it thing will be fine....true enough by enduring it thing turn out to be fine but mentally for myself is not v healthy....it somehow become a habit to endure when come to stress....is it because i forgot how to release stress alrdy?...maybe ba...
Getting more and more naggy le...think is becoz getting old le ba....hahah...those older than me out there don't throw things at me....speaking what i feel now only.....haha....that's all folks~!!
It is really amazing that i have come so far ..initially when i start my studies i still have some doubt in myself...i'm not sure whether i can do it or nt....but if i don't continue at that time i'm sure i will not be able to concentrate at the later stage...so is better to move on when i still can do it now...
Though is tough...but bearable....is only sometimes when i feel tired or stress up....i don't know how to release it....i also thought by enduring it thing will be fine....true enough by enduring it thing turn out to be fine but mentally for myself is not v healthy....it somehow become a habit to endure when come to stress....is it because i forgot how to release stress alrdy?...maybe ba...
Getting more and more naggy le...think is becoz getting old le ba....hahah...those older than me out there don't throw things at me....speaking what i feel now only.....haha....that's all folks~!!
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:21 PM
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
Long time didn't blog le....those who read my blog shld know la...as usual after sometime i will go MIA....well i'm just being lazy and don't know how to and what to put in the blog....
Many things happen ard me ever since my last blog....some unhappy incident occur....i believe partly is i have not been voicing out how i feel and my opinion that causes all these unhappiness....it just become a habit to me not knowing that it is very unhealthy to my mindset....and more or less it contributed to my behavior....i don't know whether did it affect my work...hope not...but true enough is i been trying to use my work to cover up these unhappiness....is unhealthy i agree but it allow me to forget those issue...which is good....at least i can sleep without having any dreams or many thoughts running across my mind before my sleep....
I remembered i told someone once....don't know why as we grow older we don't feel like to talk as much like last time....i also participate less event....even if i attend any event or gathering...i tend to sit one corner and went into deep thought...i will become very quiet and don't feel like talking...
Lately found out someone is also behaving the same way as me....wonder what is the person thinking....as this person give me the impression as a happy-go-lucky kind of person....but at the same time...this person give me a very mystery kind of feeling....is like something that is so near but yet don't know what is it....maybe i'm too curious le...haha..or in another words too KPO....
Life getting very busy...with work, studies and others....good in the sense my time is not wasted...bad is time is alway not enough....AND soon i'm going to have my exam again...haiz...after this term...still got another two more exam ....THEN I COMPLETE MY STUDIES LE....so another 10 more months to go....at the same time it gonna be diffcult too...hope everything goes well ...Good Luck to me~!!!
Many things happen ard me ever since my last blog....some unhappy incident occur....i believe partly is i have not been voicing out how i feel and my opinion that causes all these unhappiness....it just become a habit to me not knowing that it is very unhealthy to my mindset....and more or less it contributed to my behavior....i don't know whether did it affect my work...hope not...but true enough is i been trying to use my work to cover up these unhappiness....is unhealthy i agree but it allow me to forget those issue...which is good....at least i can sleep without having any dreams or many thoughts running across my mind before my sleep....
I remembered i told someone once....don't know why as we grow older we don't feel like to talk as much like last time....i also participate less event....even if i attend any event or gathering...i tend to sit one corner and went into deep thought...i will become very quiet and don't feel like talking...
Lately found out someone is also behaving the same way as me....wonder what is the person thinking....as this person give me the impression as a happy-go-lucky kind of person....but at the same time...this person give me a very mystery kind of feeling....is like something that is so near but yet don't know what is it....maybe i'm too curious le...haha..or in another words too KPO....
Life getting very busy...with work, studies and others....good in the sense my time is not wasted...bad is time is alway not enough....AND soon i'm going to have my exam again...haiz...after this term...still got another two more exam ....THEN I COMPLETE MY STUDIES LE....so another 10 more months to go....at the same time it gonna be diffcult too...hope everything goes well ...Good Luck to me~!!!
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:44 AM
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